I am over committed
I am over whelmed
The injustice is killing me
The ignorance is crushing me
Passions feel far away
Fun feels non existent
Life seems stupid
The disappointment grows like cancer
The appreciation gets smothered
Author: paigehuman
“Drink your water.”
“Move your body.”
“Take your medication.”
“See your doctor.”
Why?
“To survive!”
Here? In this timeline? Why?
“To try!”
This timeline is so frustrating that it is deteriorating part of my brain and lighting parts of my soul with hellfire
This timeline has been the orange optical staining one puts in their eye to look for a cut, in that I can see how truly dense so many of my acquaintances are through the orange stain that is our felodent’s regime. (Felon plus president).
I am trying so very hard not to hate. To not let the world take away my softness. Trying, but not succeeding. My softness has become a memory foam that has stiffened under the sweat and weight of a tossing, turning, and farting body.
I don’t know where I am going with this blog entry today. Hell, if you ask anyone claiming to be Christian.
Have you ever seen blast from the past with Brendan Fraser? I’d love that bunker right now.
And if you’re petitioning for the “C. K.” elementary school name, fuck you specifically today. You win the asshat award. Congradufuckinglations.
Jesus wasn’t his real name
12/25 wasn’t his real birthday
No American bible tells his real story
He had brown skin
He didn’t speak English
Yet, you’re an asshole in his name.
Good work.
“The bible says being gay is a sin.”
- The word homosexual wasn’t in any version of the bible, anywhere, until the 1940s.
- The bible does, and has, said not to judge other people.
How much do you really know about your own religion?
(SPOILER ALERT! The original translation has nothing to do with homosexuality, it was about grown men abusing kids. Critical thinking time: Why would religious leaders want to change that?)
- You’ve been warned of false prophets: Matthew 7:15, Matthew 24:24, 1 John 4:1
- If you’re posting the same things as nazis and white supremacists, you need to think harder.
- Hitler, his appointed leaders, and his followers used Christianity to gain followers and sympathizers.
- If you’re not seeing the parallels of 1930s Germany, you probably aren’t fantastic at history. It’s very important to know it so we don’t repeat it!
A client of mine had the opportunity to see Bush Jr. and Clinton speak recently. She recalled that they said this administration is hurting us, but in time, we will be able to repair our country.
I want to believe that so badly, but it already isn’t true. The decisions that have been made in our country have already killed our fellow countrymen, inside our own borders.
The call is coming from inside the country.
It’s too late.
Something I’m learning
and growing into at this point in my life
is understanding, best I can,
WHEN my silence favors the oppressors
And
WHEN my silence valid.
Shutting the fuck up can also be a response.
Shutting the fuck up doesn’t mean I don’t have an opinion,
But
It does mean that I understand that my opinion being shared will do nothing.
Not a poem.
No fancy or quippy phrases.
Just an announcement that being an American adult in 2025 is an absolute scam.
My example today: $1200 for six months of vision. Contacts.
Contacts are not a luxury. Especially when you have sensory problems, and your glasses are heavy, and you have an active career.
Today, as an adult with a college education, I had a panic attack and cried in an eye exam office– and also didn’t get what I went for.
Things aren’t right. My grocery bill is bigger than my mortgage, which is over a grand all by itself.
Look at the percentages of living costs during the great depression, and then look at them now.
If you’re over 45, you have a better chance of being okay, but us below that– we are fucked.
Fuck billionaires and fuck their friends.
And if you think us millennials aren’t working harder for much less benefit than the 2 generations before us, maybe fuck you too then.
Maybe.
“I’m working on it.”
Words for humans 